Saturday, 28 May 2011
Dark night
In the short time that I've been blogging the sudden disappearance of some of the best blogs mystified me. Yes, I completely deleted one of my own, but only because it was embarrassingly bland and boring. Now I think I am beginning to understand. Uranus has hit the square of Pluto to my Sun, Neptune squares my Ascendant and a wave of depression more intense than I have ever known has struck over the last few weeks. All my remedies and spiritual practices are as nought against it - I am quite simply, floored! Of course life goes on, I go through the motions. Saturn opposing my Venus reminds me every minute that I have obligations to those I love, to the building we now call 'home' and to the horrendous financial situation in which like so many others, we find ourselves. I have been so happy to share the good parts of my life with you all and your lovely blogs have and will continue to sustain me and hopefully I will continue to comment on them but for now it's 'au revoir'. I 'have the Pluto' as they say on ElsaElsa. Usually I express extremes of emotional distress by destroying my own creations. I can't begin to tell you how many hours of work and love have gone up in flames or off to the landfill. Not this time - I can't delete this because you are all here and I love you . No goodbyes then, God bless you all, Morvah x
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be calm..all will be well soon! nothing lasts for ever after all1
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lila
Thanks lila x
ReplyDeleteDearest Morvah,
ReplyDeleteI have been moved to tears by this. Don't despair. Please. As Lila said: This too shall pass. And when it has, you'll know what it was there for. Have faith. And courage. And don't lose hope. And remember you're loved, even when you can't see the wood for the trees.
I am sending you big, beary hugs; steaming mugs of tea and bundles of sympathy.
And >LOTS< of love.
Alice xxx
'sniffle.... thanks!'
ReplyDeleteOh Morvah, I am in the queue behind Alice filled with love and hugs for you.
ReplyDeleteI will be keeping you in my thoughts and sending waves of love and good vibes to surround you. xxx
Morvah, I was really moved by your words. Sometimes I write really personal blog posts only to delete them a short while later. Its very courageous to share things and I respect you for that. Really hope it all works out. Stay positive, things always happen for a reason. Your such an amazing and inspiring person xx
ReplyDeleteThank you my lovely girls! How can I give up with such support and encouragement? Ploughing on then, whistling in the dark! Love Morvah xxx
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